As I pen down these mediocre, maybe even ridiculous piece of my mind now, I feel enlightenment. Hope is here where it always has been, hidden beneath layers of shadows and broken trusts, Faith keeps me strong and has made me stronger and almost complete;t resistant to challenges. Now I know that challenges are the fuel that smoothens the rough journey of life Challenges make it all a lil' bit more bearable at the end of the long track we labeled life.
The hardest, most difficult moment of my life was the second I came home one evening and realized that I am all by myself. Alone. Almost abandoned. The person I loved most left me behind and I was hanging on ropes. She had been my inspiration, the person who knows me better than anyone can possibly. Even my mother is not an exception to the fact. She knew my favourites with such immaculate details. From my favourite colour to my favorite cartoon show... And more than anything she knew my favourite dishes and would go to great extents to prepare them especially for me to savour in. Food never tasted so heavenly.
I miss her. Yes, I do. And I still miss her though a year has passed. Maybe I will miss her more by each passing year. I loved her, have never stopped loving her and will certainly NEVER stop loving her.
You will always be in my dreams and the first name in the prayers I say. You will always have a special spot in my heart and that's where you will live on until I join you up above one day...
paaty, I love you. dearly. much more than you had the chance to know. Much more than i can ever show u.
Love,
Your naughty girl,
kavita
Thursday, December 3, 2009
with the pieces left...
Posted by ::..kavita..:: at 6:41 AM
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A beautifully written piece. It must be so painful to let her go. Just want to share this with you :(TEAR)
T = To accept the reality of the loss
E = Experience the pain of the loss
A = Adjust to the new environment without the lost object
R = Reinvest in the new reality
hey kavi kutti....superb writing
im missing pati too :(
I meditated on the memory of our times on the swing in the back yard,
I missed you.
Now, trying to make it through life without your guidance,
I miss you.
Now, trying to make it through each day without your patience,
I miss you.
Now, trying to make it through each hour without your wisdom,
I miss you.
Now, trying to make it through each minute without your kindness,
I miss you.
Now, trying to make it through each second without your love,
I miss you.
I will miss you until the day I meet you in my home in the sky, and I will love you
Until the end of forever.
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